You’ve seen me before. You’ve caught glimpses of my face, and you’ve perhaps watched a video or two of me. I fascinate you, perhaps frighten you. You wonder what could happen if you dared to experience my trances, if you dipped your toe into the blue, blue waters. Something about me draws you in…. something about me makes you want more and more to have a tiny taste of what could be.
You’ve purchased a couple of my files. You pull them up on your computer, get comfortable, and… my voice gives you a lovely tingling sensation, up and down your body. You realize how wonderful it is to open your mind and explore the darkness that lurks there. It feels good to finally be able to relax into the blue, to feel the bliss of letting go.
Once you’ve listened to my trances a few times, you’ll realize that you are thinking about me much more often. You will notice that you mindlessly chant my mantras while going about your day. You feel an impulse to condition to the trances… and it might scare you. You have never delved so far down into your submissive side before, and it can be frightening to face what you truly are, and have never explored before. You vow to take a break, stop listening, distance yourself….
You may have been able to distance yourself for a bit, or perhaps it was just a fleeting thought. Either way, I begin to flood your mind. You can feel the presence of your energy, and you revel at how good it feels to have your mind massaged by my silken words. You dream of coming back, of proving your devotion and worth, and pleasing me.
This final step completes you. You throw yourself into submission with me. My decadently blue realm, where nothing else matters but you and me. Nothing matters but going dark and deep for me, pleasing me and serving me. It is an endless spiral into which you plummet, cherishing every moment of it. You no longer want me. You NEED me.